Kimchi

2007-06-19T07:53:00.000-07:00

You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play you're coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

2007-06-17T07:30:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody! :D
I'm in Thailand now, I want to go back to Singapore but then again, I don't want to go back at all. There's this feeling of dread and I don't know why.Hahahaha oh well. Promised to be fresh so I will.

I love Thailand manzx, bought lots of stuff and had alot of fun with my lovely family members. Only bad was that Mum and Dad couldn't come.Yeah so I miss my friends like crazy! Bet they don't. Heh sad. Shall upload more when I come back.

I bought Rihanna's cd! Original hoi. Haha whatever.

BAI
andand I realise thai people have very intense gaze, they look into your soul. haha

2007-06-11T09:01:00.001-07:00

I don't want to lose _. _ is seriously very important to me. But I just have this feeling that I will lose really lose _. Well, I think once I leave for Thailand and return, everything will change. Though I've spoken to _ about my fears, _ assured me. But still, ): I think _ hates me. Aish this feeling sucks. I hate feeling afraid. I hate, hate hate hate hate it. Like, I love _. _ is great! Really scared manzx. _ has alot of other great friends/people who's prolly like way better than me. Sigh I'm afraid, I keep repeating myself. Haha forgive me. _ will see this, I hope.

Anyway, on a lighter note, met Cel to bought some stuff in the morning. Yes, my nails are damn pretty now! At least to me. Dark blue and red. Haha sounds weird? It's nice kay. Yes, Thailand on Wednesday! Better miss me and my crazy antics kayyyyyy? :D Yeah. Simin came over. & Qhasmeer too. Haha like damn weird combi right? So, Cel, Simin and Qhas and me of course, studied together. Super weird combi. Heart C & S manzxzxz! :D They're staying over tomorrow, to send me off at the airport. Hope I won't burst into tears or something. Will be super embarrassing. Heh yeah.

Things that soothe me
listening to ashily's part 1
the smell of flowers
the scent of fresh fruits
the sweet smell of rain
closing my eyes and
lying in the quiet
spring cleaning my room
lists - to-do, to-buy, to-bake, to-invite
on the phone with _

Got to go. K bai :D

You Are 68% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world.

Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

How Happy Are You?

2007-06-08T08:49:00.000-07:00

Music >> Hate That I Love You - Rihanna ft Ne-yo

WARNING, this will be a long post with pictures! So if you have a slow computer/laptop, please click the cross button on the right hand side of this page. (Haha I swear I'm not trying to be mean or what, but yeah, my com's damn slow and it always jams up if there's too much content.)

I had a great day today again!

Pictures

Socks & Toe (We were like squatting now infront of damn alot of people! Super embarrassing manz. Haha!)

I made this pose up! ><

Teeth-y smiles! (Which is super rare from me kayz.)

Haha my hair and fat fingers.

So, my day.. Met Celine(Shoe) in the morning and had breakfast at her house. Haha her grandma's super cute! Everytime I go to her house, her mum will always have some stuff for me to eat. I feel so bad but there's a warm feeling too, welcomed! So ate, then met Simin(Socks). Off to Jurongwest's gym. We got off at the wrong bus stop so we walked. Yeah, ran for twenty minutes, two km okay! Accomplishment :]

Then we all went to Westmall, grocery shopping! For Celine's cake ingredients. Heh digestive biscuits, yum. Simin loves them, right? Pastamania, potato salad. Ate till I felt like puking. ):
I think it was the mayo or something. We went home to change and bathe first, yeah then met. Took the train to Novena. I had my piano lesson while they went Starbucks to study first. Lesson was super waste-of-time. Only fifteen minutes I think? Stupid teacher. Found them and we went to Pizzahut for dinner! Damn funny okay, but I was like super down. So I didn't talk much. But our order took super long! And the guy in black gave us drumlets like, on the house. So cool right? > Haha yeah. Ate our pasta and off the Starbucks to mug again.

Read abit of bio but I just couldn't concentrate. Kept listening to songs. Okay, so we took the train back. And this is the part where it started to get damn fun! Haha the pictures. Omg we were like ignoring all the people around. Talking, laughing and doing poses openly. Super fun! :D ♥ it. Yeah so time flew and we reached our stop. Bus-ed home with Socks.

Friggen tired. But I heart both of them aye! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

K bai. Actually this post isn't enough to jam any com, even if its the slowest shit. Haha

Sorry Min.

I've got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart.

2007-06-07T09:08:00.000-07:00

(Super unglam, but who cares!)

I AM VEH VEH VEH HIGH NOW.

Socks just left. And it's like, we had alot alot of fun just now! Oh manz, I love her to da corezxzxzxzx. Heh yeah. Buttttttttttttttt, it's like despite the long hours we spent together, I only did like, one math question. The rest of the time we were playing and talking >

Hahahaha but I don't mind really! Have alot alot alot of pictures. Let me upload some now. And more next time! :D

Hellogoodbye!

We were comparing our throat thing, ew mine's super damn gross please! ):

Lovu socks! Mwah.

Kay going to study with her and Celine tomorrow! :D
Not going band for reasons D:

Bai

I miss Cal, he's in Hong Kong now. Boo ): ): ):

>

2007-06-06T07:21:00.001-07:00

Spent my day with Cel, she's always there for me.
But I've got no voice now.
And like, oh shit, I have oral tomorrow. Haha busted
& Studying with Socks tomorrow.
Hope nothing crops up! *Cross fingers*

Misu, but you're never there but it's okay.
I don't blame you.
I'll just wipe my tears away myself..

It still hurts

2007-06-04T06:47:00.000-07:00

sorry

2007-06-04T00:07:00.000-07:00

I fell in a perfect way
Never had a choice to make
Crashed into your tidal wave
I didn't even struggle
Sailed right through your atmosphere
Closed my eyes and landed here
Didn't see the trouble
And I didn't care

I can't unlove you
Can't do that
No matter how I try
I'll never turn my back on
Someone who loved me too
I can do most anything I have to

But this one thing I cannot change
I almost kind of like the pain
Wear your tattoo like a stain
It will take forever
To fade away

Unlove You - Ashley Tisdale

Song playing >> Money Maker - Ludacris ft. Pharrel

Staying at home the whole of monday stinks! I'm so bored and none of my friends are free. Like what the heck. Even stupid toufu who "loves" me isn't free. Damnit

There's stupid school tomorrow, last day of camp! Yay man. Can't wait for Thailand trip. Retail therapy, going to shop till I pop! Haha w-h-a-t-e-v-e-r.

Went to the gym with Celine yesterday. Pretty dumb aye. Actually I thought she was sick, and so I popped by for a surprise visit after church. Even bought milk for her! But she wasn't touched at all. So sad, she doesn't appreciate.

Anyway, she wasn't sick anymore. And so we went to run and stuff.

Rawr I'm so lifeless!

Ask me out people! Damn bored. ): ): ):
I need ka-ching to shop! Haha shittt.
Forever21 craze now.

Kay have you ever seen someone work their ass off? I have. But I just can't seem to do what they do. 24/7 in the room, head buried in a book. Damn how do they do it? Yeah, I'm a nerd - wannabe. Hoi - tin.

So sick of love songs, so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

2007-06-03T03:11:00.000-07:00

k i'm sorry but you really are such a fake. of course we're different. if i were one bit like you, i'd kill myself, like immediately please. without hesitating even.

town, bought lots of clothes! for thailand trip. k hope i'll be safe. maybe not, cause i'm such a evil person like someone says. but i know i'm not. so yeah.. there's nothing to say cus i'm so disappointed in you and you.

toufu: hey chic geek
me: (smile)
toufu: god you're an extremely short geek you know?
me: (laugh)

i'm a girl of no words now :D haha hell yeah

2007-06-02T09:58:00.000-07:00

Fucking hurt.

K you got what you want, take it. You don't know what you've done because I will hide away all the anger and sadness I feel. Just so you have it better. I will never fall in love again. Cause it hurts

Do you know what I'm going through?

2007-06-02T00:38:00.000-07:00

Maybe there's beauty in goodbye, there's just no reason left to try.

I was fucking hurt yesterday, had a rough day. Actually the reasons for my tears were rather vague. Maybe it was you, maybe it was her, maybe it was them, maybe it was the quarrel, maybe it's the fact of .. that sucked. And I couldn't take it.

I don't know why each time I'm hurting, or crying, people think I'll be fine. As in, I'll get over it. They're probably thinking, "She'll be okay, she's fine." "She's cheerful so she'll be cool." Yeah. No one takes me seriously. I fake it, I fake it through so you guys have it easy. It's not because I'm fine.

Haven't been posting for pretty long. Need to study like only books then I can survive. Yeah, you get me.

She's so mad with me and I don't even know why. She's not replying my texts, and she walked away when I spoke yesterday. Maybe I walk too slow, or maybe I should have been by her side. Either ways, it's my fault. I'm sorry.

Thanks socks, you're really sweet k. And I love you! <3>

2007-05-26T23:50:00.002-07:00

Confirmation yesterday.
Out with Besty today.
I owe alot of people apologies, I don't know where to start.
But to all those whom I've done wrong, or whatever. If you think I suck or whatever, I'm sorry! I just wish someone wouldn't mind me, but even my closest friend hates me now, so yeah. K never mind! :D

2007-05-26T20:48:00.000-07:00

Hello, just kill me, or slap me k.

I'm such a
1. lazy bitch
2. forgetful bimbo
3. boyfriend snatcher
4. spoiler
5. killjoy
6. ripper
7. extra
8. lousy friend who forgets promises
9. bugger

Nuff said, "Hi, I suck. So are you happy now?"

2007-05-25T03:02:00.000-07:00

Omg I'm so exhausted! :D But I'm like very happy too.

Here's what happened today:

D gig was really boring, except for the guy in red and one particular band. Yeah and the erhu! Haha k. So cabbed to Lot One with Cel, Su Phyu and Charlotte again. It's like so hard to get a cab these days. Grrr, but finally managed to get one.

Went to eat at Ljs, yum but felt so full after. So we met Aliff there, he was alone, then he sat with us, so we talked. He's funny (: Then after that we just walked around, looking for my white shoes but it was friggen fun, I don't know why but I always have a good laugh with them.

Saw Fuqin, Yuhao, Huimin, Pamela and some other e2 clique. Sort of hung out with them. Then went library with Cel and SP(Su Phyu), talk and stuff. Fuqin and Yuhao came too, then they brought us to this scary place on the roof or something. And so we talked, told ghost stories and sort filmed some funny shit. Damn dumb. Yeah, so when we about to leave, the door was locked! Then we all panicked. Haha so fun can? I don't know how to explain but yeah. Super exciting, to me. Haha yeah..... Then we went to buy bubble tea and cabbed back. Though it seems mundane here, trust me, I laughed like a mad woman all the time. Then the photo thing in the library, Haaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Fun fun fun! :D

Cabbed home. And here I am! Going for the confirmation thing later, super scared.

K supposed to go with Min and Joel just now, but oh well. I'm just damn extra. I felt like such a fuck walking alone infront, you will never know how I feel Min. But what to do, I'm just never as important as Joel. It's okay, I'll live.

Bye! :D

2007-05-24T07:10:00.001-07:00

2007-05-23T19:39:00.000-07:00

From now on, I'll seal my heart,
put it in a box, lock it up, and throw away the key.

Tuesday
Did papers in school. After school, Ajisen with Cel & Su Phyu again. Keep spending time with them <3<3<3 I ate my Paiku Ramen. Then we went Kbox to sing sing sing. Su Phyu's damn funny la actually, the way she claps her hand and when she sang Fergalicious. Haha k I had fun. Reached home about eight. Wo ai Saru Watari Ayumi-chan :D

Wednesday
Intensive MT. Slow torture but it was alright. Sat with Shilei, kept hearing songs. After school, supposed to go to Shilei's house to meet Socks too, but I was ): so didn't go. Met Cel on the bus and went to have lunch with her, Su Phyu, Charlotte and her friend, Joyce. Her bf's like Cheong Jie! So coincidental. Haha yeah then went to bus stop. Cel's bus came first and she ran to the bus. As in really ran. So long since I seen someone so rush. Haha super funny. Then Su Phyu and I was like oh shit how. So we ran up the bus too. Haahaha! Yeah like what the hell don't know what we doing. So we went back to school, to 4e2 class and talked, ghost stories! :D My favourite. Haha yeah then reached home bout six, off to collect my dress. Tuition then sleep.

Bogoshipdah
Waiting is a slow process, but happiness is worth the wait.
Just the littlest things can put a stupid grin on my stupid face.

Maybe I'm just not good enough,
cute girls never make the cut.

Life's good.
I'm sleeping well

K bai

2007-05-23T08:11:00.001-07:00

Trust me.
I don't dont love you, really.
Just give me a chance, to prove it to you.
I love you, from the bottom of my broken heart.

2007-05-21T09:22:00.000-07:00

I'm living life and lovin it! Though I look at those long-legged girls and I frown, I'm workin, working.

Yeah but mum's being such a f**k that sometimes I really think I'm better off dead. But still.. Life's pretty good. Kay plus the realisation that my friends are there for me makes it all better, all worthwhile.

I'm best at dumb faces, damnit. And looking like a sec1 makes people laugh, very good steph. Haha :D Shilei would know what I'm talking about. (Min, Socks and Gabby too)

Hanging with Min and Joel's like quite good now? I'm enjoying. Heh thanks you guys! :D and the lovely Han too. Alright enough.

K bai
May God bless you all!

Edit :|
Moneyvictim! Don't forget my ai xin bian dang. Haha <3

2007-05-20T02:55:00.000-07:00

I want to be geek chic! :D

And these are my wants for now!
1. Keds, 2, Black Vest

Shopping with Socks on friday, can't wait!

Yesterday, Town with Toufu and Cass, she's so pretty! I was being such a grouch yesterday. Heh yeah. Bought my white dress at Taka for about $124? Forgot. It's so sweet-looking, don't know if I can pull it off. Shall take photos soon! Paid for my lomo too. Yes! Can't wait for the goods to arrive. Toufu drove us to Newton for dinner, yum. Sting ray, and barbequeue chicken wings and sorts. I ate alot alot alot alot ): Was super bloated after that. Went home after that.

Today, church! And sent my dress for alteration cause it's too loose. Cost about $24? Alot to do. Haaa yeah and lunch at Bukit Timah with Mum and Dad. Bought oreo cheesecake and towels. My toliet's always lacking of towels so I bought eight. Haha towel fetish. Oh well.

K bai! Have a nice day.
Shine on :D