Monday, June 11, 2007
So different yet the same, so close yet so far.

I don't want to lose _. _ is seriously very important to me. But I just have this feeling that I will lose really lose _. Well, I think once I leave for Thailand and return, everything will change. Though I've spoken to _ about my fears, _ assured me. But still, ): I think _ hates me. Aish this feeling sucks. I hate feeling afraid. I hate, hate hate hate hate it. Like, I love _. _ is great! Really scared manzx. _ has alot of other great friends/people who's prolly like way better than me. Sigh I'm afraid, I keep repeating myself. Haha forgive me. _ will see this, I hope.
Anyway, on a lighter note, met Cel to bought some stuff in the morning. Yes, my nails are damn pretty now! At least to me. Dark blue and red. Haha sounds weird? It's nice kay. Yes, Thailand on Wednesday! Better miss me and my crazy antics kayyyyyy? :D Yeah. Simin came over. & Qhasmeer too. Haha like damn weird combi right? So, Cel, Simin and Qhas and me of course, studied together. Super weird combi. Heart C & S manzxzxz! :D They're staying over tomorrow, to send me off at the airport. Hope I won't burst into tears or something. Will be super embarrassing. Heh yeah.
Things that soothe me
listening to ashily's part 1
the smell of flowers
the scent of fresh fruits
the sweet smell of rain
closing my eyes and
lying in the quiet
spring cleaning my room
lists - to-do, to-buy, to-bake, to-invite
on the phone with _
Got to go. K bai :D
You Are 68% Happy
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You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world.
Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.
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9:01 AM
Flyyyyyyy,