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Saturday, June 2, 2007Do you know what I'm going through?
So different yet the same, so close yet so far.
Maybe there's beauty in goodbye, there's just no reason left to try. I was fucking hurt yesterday, had a rough day. Actually the reasons for my tears were rather vague. Maybe it was you, maybe it was her, maybe it was them, maybe it was the quarrel, maybe it's the fact of .. that sucked. And I couldn't take it.
I don't know why each time I'm hurting, or crying, people think I'll be fine. As in, I'll get over it. They're probably thinking, "She'll be okay, she's fine." "She's cheerful so she'll be cool." Yeah. No one takes me seriously. I fake it, I fake it through so you guys have it easy. It's not because I'm fine.
Haven't been posting for pretty long. Need to study like only books then I can survive. Yeah, you get me.
She's so mad with me and I don't even know why. She's not replying my texts, and she walked away when I spoke yesterday. Maybe I walk too slow, or maybe I should have been by her side. Either ways, it's my fault. I'm sorry.
Thanks socks, you're really sweet k. And I love you! <3> .