Tuesday, June 19, 2007
So different yet the same, so close yet so far.

You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play you're coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything..

7:53 AM

Flyyyyyyy,

Sunday, June 17, 2007
So different yet the same, so close yet so far.

Hello everybody! :D
I'm in Thailand now, I want to go back to Singapore but then again, I don't want to go back at all. There's this feeling of dread and I don't know why.Hahahaha oh well. Promised to be fresh so I will.

I love Thailand manzx, bought lots of stuff and had alot of fun with my lovely family members. Only bad was that Mum and Dad couldn't come.Yeah so I miss my friends like crazy! Bet they don't. Heh sad. Shall upload more when I come back.

I bought Rihanna's cd! Original hoi. Haha whatever.

BAI
andand I realise thai people have very intense gaze, they look into your soul. haha.

7:30 AM

Flyyyyyyy,

Monday, June 11, 2007
So different yet the same, so close yet so far.

I don't want to lose _. _ is seriously very important to me. But I just have this feeling that I will lose really lose _. Well, I think once I leave for Thailand and return, everything will change. Though I've spoken to _ about my fears, _ assured me. But still, ): I think _ hates me. Aish this feeling sucks. I hate feeling afraid. I hate, hate hate hate hate it. Like, I love _. _ is great! Really scared manzx. _ has alot of other great friends/people who's prolly like way better than me. Sigh I'm afraid, I keep repeating myself. Haha forgive me. _ will see this, I hope.

Anyway, on a lighter note, met Cel to bought some stuff in the morning. Yes, my nails are damn pretty now! At least to me. Dark blue and red. Haha sounds weird? It's nice kay. Yes, Thailand on Wednesday! Better miss me and my crazy antics kayyyyyy? :D Yeah. Simin came over. & Qhasmeer too. Haha like damn weird combi right? So, Cel, Simin and Qhas and me of course, studied together. Super weird combi. Heart C & S manzxzxz! :D They're staying over tomorrow, to send me off at the airport. Hope I won't burst into tears or something. Will be super embarrassing. Heh yeah.

Things that soothe me
listening to ashily's part 1
the smell of flowers
the scent of fresh fruits
the sweet smell of rain
closing my eyes and
lying in the quiet
spring cleaning my room
lists - to-do, to-buy, to-bake, to-invite
on the phone with _

Got to go. K bai :D

You Are 68% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world. Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

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9:01 AM

Flyyyyyyy,

Friday, June 8, 2007
So different yet the same, so close yet so far.

Music >> Hate That I Love You - Rihanna ft Ne-yo

WARNING, this will be a long post with pictures! So if you have a slow computer/laptop, please click the cross button on the right hand side of this page. (Haha I swear I'm not trying to be mean or what, but yeah, my com's damn slow and it always jams up if there's too much content.)

I had a great day today again!

Pictures

Socks & Toe (We were like squatting now infront of damn alot of people! Super embarrassing manz. Haha!)


I made this pose up! ><


Teeth-y smiles! (Which is super rare from me kayz.)


Haha my hair and fat fingers.

So, my day.. Met Celine(Shoe) in the morning and had breakfast at her house. Haha her grandma's super cute! Everytime I go to her house, her mum will always have some stuff for me to eat. I feel so bad but there's a warm feeling too, welcomed! So ate, then met Simin(Socks). Off to Jurongwest's gym. We got off at the wrong bus stop so we walked. Yeah, ran for twenty minutes, two km okay! Accomplishment :]

Then we all went to Westmall, grocery shopping! For Celine's cake ingredients. Heh digestive biscuits, yum. Simin loves them, right? Pastamania, potato salad. Ate till I felt like puking. ):
I think it was the mayo or something. We went home to change and bathe first, yeah then met. Took the train to Novena. I had my piano lesson while they went Starbucks to study first. Lesson was super waste-of-time. Only fifteen minutes I think? Stupid teacher. Found them and we went to Pizzahut for dinner! Damn funny okay, but I was like super down. So I didn't talk much. But our order took super long! And the guy in black gave us drumlets like, on the house. So cool right? > Haha yeah. Ate our pasta and off the Starbucks to mug again.

Read abit of bio but I just couldn't concentrate. Kept listening to songs. Okay, so we took the train back. And this is the part where it started to get damn fun! Haha the pictures. Omg we were like ignoring all the people around. Talking, laughing and doing poses openly. Super fun! :D ♥ it. Yeah so time flew and we reached our stop. Bus-ed home with Socks.

Friggen tired. But I heart both of them aye! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

K bai. Actually this post isn't enough to jam any com, even if its the slowest shit. Haha

Sorry Min.

I've got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart..

8:49 AM

Flyyyyyyy,

Thursday, June 7, 2007
So different yet the same, so close yet so far.

(Super unglam, but who cares!)

I AM VEH VEH VEH HIGH NOW.

Socks just left. And it's like, we had alot alot of fun just now! Oh manz, I love her to da corezxzxzxzx. Heh yeah. Buttttttttttttttt, it's like despite the long hours we spent together, I only did like, one math question. The rest of the time we were playing and talking >

Hahahaha but I don't mind really! Have alot alot alot of pictures. Let me upload some now. And more next time! :D


Hellogoodbye!


We were comparing our throat thing, ew mine's super damn gross please! ):


Lovu socks! Mwah.

Kay going to study with her and Celine tomorrow! :D
Not going band for reasons D:

Bai

I miss Cal, he's in Hong Kong now. Boo ): ): ):

>.

9:08 AM

Flyyyyyyy,

Wednesday, June 6, 2007
So different yet the same, so close yet so far.

Spent my day with Cel, she's always there for me.
But I've got no voice now.
And like, oh shit, I have oral tomorrow. Haha busted
& Studying with Socks tomorrow.
Hope nothing crops up! *Cross fingers*


Misu, but you're never there but it's okay.
I don't blame you.
I'll just wipe my tears away myself..

It still hurts .

7:21 AM

Flyyyyyyy,

Monday, June 4, 2007
So different yet the same, so close yet so far.

sorry.

6:47 AM

Flyyyyyyy,

So different yet the same, so close yet so far.

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12:07 AM

Flyyyyyyy,

Sunday, June 3, 2007
So different yet the same, so close yet so far.

k i'm sorry but you really are such a fake. of course we're different. if i were one bit like you, i'd kill myself, like immediately please. without hesitating even.

town, bought lots of clothes! for thailand trip. k hope i'll be safe. maybe not, cause i'm such a evil person like someone says. but i know i'm not. so yeah.. there's nothing to say cus i'm so disappointed in you and you.

toufu: hey chic geek
me: (smile)
toufu: god you're an extremely short geek you know?
me: (laugh)

i'm a girl of no words now :D haha hell yeah

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3:11 AM

Flyyyyyyy,

Saturday, June 2, 2007
So different yet the same, so close yet so far.

Fucking hurt.

K you got what you want, take it. You don't know what you've done because I will hide away all the anger and sadness I feel. Just so you have it better. I will never fall in love again. Cause it hurts

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9:58 AM

Flyyyyyyy,

Do you know what I'm going through?
So different yet the same, so close yet so far.

Maybe there's beauty in goodbye, there's just no reason left to try.

I was fucking hurt yesterday, had a rough day. Actually the reasons for my tears were rather vague. Maybe it was you, maybe it was her, maybe it was them, maybe it was the quarrel, maybe it's the fact of .. that sucked. And I couldn't take it.

I don't know why each time I'm hurting, or crying, people think I'll be fine. As in, I'll get over it. They're probably thinking, "She'll be okay, she's fine." "She's cheerful so she'll be cool." Yeah. No one takes me seriously. I fake it, I fake it through so you guys have it easy. It's not because I'm fine.

Haven't been posting for pretty long. Need to study like only books then I can survive. Yeah, you get me.

She's so mad with me and I don't even know why. She's not replying my texts, and she walked away when I spoke yesterday. Maybe I walk too slow, or maybe I should have been by her side. Either ways, it's my fault. I'm sorry.

Thanks socks, you're really sweet k. And I love you! <3>

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12:38 AM

Flyyyyyyy,